Dean McDermott Admits He 'Inflicted a Lot of Damage and Pain' on Tori Spelling

Tori Spelling (left) and Dean McDermott.Photo:Rodin Eckenroth/FilmMagic; Andrew J Cunningham/Getty ImagesDean McDermottis taking full accountability for the end of his18-year marriagetoTori Spellingas he opens up about how his struggles with substance abuse slowly chipped away at their relationship.McDermottannounced his and Spelling’s splitin a June Instagram post — a decision he made while under the influence, he told theDaily Mailin a new interview. In fact, the post prompted Spelling to encourage her now-ex, who is currently sober, to seek treatment.

Dean McDermott Admits His Impulsive Split Statement 'Traumatized' and 'Devastated' Tori Spelling and Their Kids

Dean McDermott and Tori Spelling.Photo:Dave Kotinsky/Getty, David Livingston/Getty Dave Kotinsky/Getty, David Livingston/Getty Feeling “drunk and angry,” the formerChopped Canadahost, 57, recalled seeing “the light, the final flicker of the flame go out in her eyes” as he “raged against her and the children.” “I posted that because I was at the end of my rope,” he told theDaily Mail, explaining that hisissues with substance abuseand theirfinancial insecurityhad left him feeling helpless.

Dean McDermott and Son Beau Attend 'PAW Patrol' 10th Anniversary Event in Sweet Father-Son Outing

Dean McDermott and son Beau at PAW Patrol event.Photo: Getty Images for Spin Master Dean McDermotttreated his youngest to a special outing over the weekend. The actor, 56, and his newly 6-year-old sonBeauwere among many celebrity families at Saturday’sPAW Patrol10th Anniversary event and “All Paws on Deck” advance screening in Los Angeles. Father and son posed with main characters from the beloved Nickelodeon preschool series, with McDermott sharing some of the shots in an Instagram post on Sunday.

Dean McDermott Calls Tori Spelling and Their Daughters 'Fierce' and 'Strong' on International Women's Day

Photo: Amy Sussman/GettyDean McDermottsaid he is a “lucky guy” to have wifeTori Spellingin his life.The actor, 55, paid tribute to Spelling, 48, and their daughters — Stella, 13, and Hattie, 10 — in anInstagram postin honor of International Women’s Day on Tuesday.“Happy International Women’s Day to these incredibly smart, creative, strong, fierce and funny Women,” he captioned a series of pictures of his family including Stella in a full-face of makeup, Hattie smiling in a car, and two glam photos of Spelling.

Dean McDermott Celebrates Being 'Sober' and 'Healthy' as He Turns 57 amid Tori Spelling Divorce

Dean McDermott celebrates his 57th birthday.Photo:Dean McDermott/Instagram Dean McDermott/Instagram Dean McDermottis feeling grateful as he turns another year older. On Thursday, McDermott celebrated his 57th birthday and revealed how the day had caused him to reflect on hissobriety. He marked the occasion and his new year of life with a video onInstagram, sharing, “I am posting to let everybody know that it is my birthday today I turned 57. And yes, I’m fishing for birthday wishes.