Chrissy Teigen Shares She Hasn't 'Fully Processed' Losing Son Jack While Reflecting on Her N.Y. Life

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Chrissy Teigenis continuing to process the grief oflosing her son Jacklast year.

TheCravingscookbook author, 35, reflected on the difficult year Sunday as she shared a photo of herself and husbandJohn Legendhaving dinner at the New York City restaurant Frank on Instagram. “Just reminiscing about New Yorka lot lately, when things were simple, thinking about all the stuff I’ve done and been through not just this year but in my life,” she wrote in the caption.

Teigen and Legend, 42, announced last September that theysuffered the loss of their pregnancywith their third child. Teigen, whosuffers from endometriosis, was previouslyput on bed restand eventuallyhospitalized due to excessive bleeding.

“On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug andlove each other harder and get through it,” she wrote in September, announcing their loss. Teigen later revealed in December that shewas four weeks sober.

TheSports IllustratedSwimsuit Issue model also said in December that shewould “never” be pregnant again. “Coming to terms withnot being able to carry againis still really difficult for me because I feel so healthy. I’m like, why?” she said in March. “But then I think about it as my uterus is just not cooperating with me — and it’s not a failure.”

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Teigen and Legend, who tied the knot in September 2013, also share daughter Luna Simone, 5, and son Miles Theodore, 3, both of whom they conceived via IVF.

“I’m so lucky for that,” she told PEOPLE. “I just think of it in terms of how blessed I am already.”

source: people.com